the new prince of persia (well, not so new, but i just took forever buying it) is, so far, awesome. speed kills = sweet. im not very far into it, but i like it better than the warrior within already. also, im addicted to the movies pc game (thank you
adamxwest i think that about covers my nerdiness for now.
stephanie,
mightymouse23 is leaving me in a few weeks. its going to be bittersweet. the last few days will probably lots of fun and hanging and good times in general. and watching her graduate college was cool. but the more fun stuff we do, the more im reminded that in a two weeks i will no longer have my bff with me. blah. i dont think i can really write about it..i feel like im going to cry. tennessee is not exactly a world away, but its not around the corner either. who's going to go to maymont with me on sunday? who is going to call me and yell about work? who is going to go to flogging molly shows with me and get stepped on by people who are bigger than her? which is everyone by the way. she's the tiniest bff in the world. i hate this. akdaskjdhasjdhkashsad.
and on another not so happy note..heres a question:
if one of your best friends in the whole world (not the one spoken about above) but somone you had known for like 7 or 8 years was getting married to someone you absolutely COULD NOT STAND..would you say anything? this guy is DISGUSTING..he whines, he bitches, he's mean to her, he has no ambition whatsoever, he's GROSS and has no manners..etc. etc. anyway, i hate him. and for whatever reason she wants to marry. ok fine. but the situation gets even more complicated..she called me the other day to tell me she set a date for the wedding (next year) and she wants to me to fly out there, pay for a hotel, etc. etc. and the kicker? she doesnt want me to be a bridesmaid (even though as long as we've known each other we've always planned on being each others bridesmaids) because "doing the long distance planning is too hard for me." ok fine. i dont care, honestly, because i HATE weddings. with a passion. so anyway, to sum up, she's marrying someone i hate, she doesn't want me to be in the wedding, but she still wants me to fly out there and spend a zillion dollars doing things. i guess it would be even less of an issue if we hadn't been growing apart the past few years. but we have. and its because of her finace. anytime i manage to fly out there and take a vacation with her, it revolves around HIM. not her and i. not us hanging out like we used too. we had SO MUCH FUN together growing up. and i realize people change and grow apart, and i accept that. but its not just that. if our plans don't revolve around him and what he wants to do, she has to talk about him the entire time we're out. "i wonder if we should go home and see rick." "i wonder if i should call him." "no i can't spend any money, he won't want me to." "no we can't do that, rick doesn't want to." you get the picture.
so, the condundrum is a.) do i tell her i how i feel about him? b.) do i even go to the wedding? c.) if i dont go to the wedding, do i tell her the reason i decided not to go?
on the upside, i kicked ass this semester. and the kids room im decorating looks sweet. and im going to start sewing again now that summer is here. and now im going to go cuddle my favorite person in the world. goodnight.